Natalie Asewe, partner of Crazy Kennar, marked what would have been their late son Miles’ birthday with a deeply moving message, reflecting on the pain of his loss and the milestones he will never experience. Miles passed away in 2023, and even two years later, his absence is felt profoundly by his parents.
How Does Natalie Remember Miles?
“Tomorrow (Today) is your birthday, my sweet angel Miles. 2 years down the line. I miss what we could’ve had every day my baby,” Natalie wrote on Friday, December 5, 2025. She has previously shared the depth of her grief, explaining that losing Miles goes beyond mourning the child, she also mourns the experiences and memories they will never share.
In 2023, she posted, “They say there’s no greater pain than childbirth, but I disagree. The greatest pain in the world is carrying and delivering a child that you never get to raise.” She added, “I don’t just grieve my son, I mourn never getting the chance to hear him cry, to hear him speak, teach him to walk and see him grow. Every new day reveals something that he will miss out on.”
Natalie described Miles as “perfect in every way” and spoke about her belief in spiritual comfort, sharing how she feels he was chosen for their lives. “You were perfect in every way. An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth, then whispered as he closed the book, ‘too beautiful for this earth,’” she said. She added, “Handpicked for earth by her brother in heaven. I present to you the God of restoration.”
What Does This Tribute Reveal About Grief?
Through her tribute, Natalie conveyed both the enduring pain of losing a child and the love that continues to grow despite his absence. She reflected on the moments she will never share with Miles, from his first words to watching him grow. Her words highlight how grief is deeply personal, long-lasting, and intertwined with memory and love.
Two years after the tragic loss, Natalie’s message demonstrates that while Miles may no longer be physically present, his impact remains a constant presence in her heart and life.
By Risper Akinyi